Freddie Flintoff reveals details about aftermath of horrific Top Gear crash

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Freddie Flintoff has shared the intense physical and emotional struggles he has faced since a serious Top Gear crash, revealing that he feels lucky to be alive.

The ex-cricketer was in a terrible accident while filming the car show in December 2022. Because of this, the BBC decided to stop making the show for now. They believe it would not be right to carry on with production.

In a recent BBC film, Flintoff talks about the accident that caused him to have facial injuries that needed surgery. He shares that he still has bad dreams, memories of the accident, and feelings of being anxious.

"I really shouldn't be here after what happened," he admitted, explaining that he couldn't simply brush off the crash.

In upcoming episodes of Freddie Flintoff's Field of Dreams on Tour, Flintoff reveals that after the accident, he made it clear that he does not want to dwell on self-pity or seek sympathy. He opens up about his battle with anxiety, nightmares, and flashbacks, sharing how difficult it has been for him to manage these challenges.

"I'm considering that if I don't take action soon, I may never have the opportunity. I need to start moving forward."

Freddie Flintoff's latest adventure takes him to India to film with the Lancashire Cricket Academy while they are on a tour.

In the show, he talks about his journey to get better as a "lengthy path to recovery".

The film captures the ex-Lancashire cricket player in a hospital following the accident, where he admits, "I require assistance, and I acknowledge that I struggle with seeking it. I must cease bursting into tears every couple of minutes."

I need to focus on the good things, right? I'm grateful to still be alive and have a second opportunity. I see this as a chance to try again.

"I can't wait to reunite with my friends again and spend time with them, I truly am excited."

Talking about getting over the accident, Flintoff also said: "No matter how much I want to go out and be active...I just haven't been able to do so."

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The celebrity continues to express that he thinks the accident has had a lasting impact on him. When questioned about his current state, he responds by saying, "Not exactly. I don't think I'll ever be the same again, to be honest. I've improved from where I was before."

I am unsure of what "completely better" means. I am who I am at this moment, I have changed from my past self, and that is something I will need to accept forever. Not better, just different.

In the show, Flintoff's ex-Lancashire colleague Kyle Hogg, who assists with coaching the team, informs the players about his accident and the postponement of their India trip.

Hogg explains that Fred needs some time alone right now. When they first began, Fred was always there for everyone in the group, and now it's their turn to support him during this tough period.

In a video message, he includes: "Fred's injury is severe, he will require a lengthy period of recovery, he is fortunate to have survived the accident."

After the accident, Flintoff has reached a financial agreement with the company's business division, BBC Studios, valued at £9 million.