Strictly's Amy Dowden chokes back tears as she discusses gaining weight and losing her hair in an...

Amy Dowden

On Tuesday, Amy Dowden fought back sobs as she confessed on Instagram that she can't bear to look at herself in the mirror while going through her battle with breast cancer.

The 33-year-old professional dancer from Strictly Come Dancing shared that she began her cancer rehabilitation before her upcoming and final chemotherapy session on Thursday.

In April, Amy discovered a lump in her right breast, just a day before she and her spouse Ben Jones traveled to the Maldives for a postponed honeymoon following their July wedding from the previous year. In May, she was formally diagnosed with the illness.

In a video addressed to her followers, she shared that she had applied some cosmetics before heading off to the hospital. Earlier that day, she had started a personal program of recovery, which she jokingly referred to as her "rehab". Overall, she was pleased with the progress and positive effects thus far.

To be honest, I really don't like looking at myself in the mirror right now. And I'm aware that many of us who are on a similar journey share this same sentiment.

. Amy Dowden, who is currently battling breast cancer, became emotional on Instagram on Tuesday when she revealed that she despises seeing her reflection in the mirror. Despite her efforts to hold back tears, her vulnerability shone through.

With teary eyes, the Strictly Come Dancing expert disclosed that she has commenced her cancer recovery program before her final chemotherapy session which was scheduled for Thursday.

I'm losing my hair and there's barely any eyelashes left. On one eye, it looks like I have a bunch, but I'm pretty sure it's just the way I did my makeup. Unfortunately, I've lost a lot of my eyelashes.

Before I commenced my chemotherapy treatment, I received micro-blading on my eyebrows. This has been highly appreciated as it has given me a few strands that are still visible on top. However, I am aware that their durability is limited and they will not persist for long. Hence, although it may appear that I have a lot of eyebrows, the truth is quite the opposite.

Amy talked about her discomfort with her own appearance, which she attributes to her weight increase caused by taking steroids and being unable to perform dancing activities.

She stated that she has put on a considerable amount of weight due to her use of steroids. Normally, she dances throughout the day without fail, but she has not been able to do so since May, after undergoing a mastectomy that required a six-week recovery period.

Afterwards, I initiated chemotherapy using my port, however, I encountered various issues in that area. As a result, it's apparent that I've put on weight.

During my Chemo treatment, I have gained weight and now my dress size has increased by two. Although I constantly remind myself that the most important thing is to focus on my recovery and wellbeing, I still feel unhappy with my physical appearance. I long to get back to dancing with confidence.

Amy looked ahead into the future and tried to stay optimistic with her emotions. She acknowledged that she might not be the same person both mentally and physically after undergoing a mastectomy. Despite feeling a bit overwhelmed, she shared that she had already started on her journey towards recovery.

Combat: Amy, who received an official diagnosis of the illness in May, discovered a bump in her breast on the right side in April. It happened a day before she took a delayed honeymoon trip to the Maldives with her spouse Ben Jones. They wedded in July of the previous year.

To be honest, I really dislike seeing my reflection in the mirror lately. I'm aware that many of us who are also undergoing a similar journey can relate to this feeling.

without pain. She opened up about how much she has struggled with her appearance, feeling like she doesn't recognize herself in the mirror anymore. Amy bravely shared that she has been holding back tears for a long time, trying not to break down in front of others. However, she recognizes the importance of talking about her feelings and not keeping them bottled up inside. Despite the challenges, Amy is determined to find ways to feel more confident in her own skin and to continue pursuing her love of dance.

Courageous: The Strictly celebrity spoke candidly about how undergoing hormone treatment has put her body into menopause. She also expressed concern about her ability to start a family with her newlywed husband, Ben Jones.

Rewritten: Amy bravely fought back tears while sharing the intense struggle she faced while battling breast cancer on Channel 4's Stand Up To Cancer program last week.

Challenging: During her conversation with Davina McCall, she shared about her experience with sepsis, blood clots, undergoing hormone therapy, and entering menopause.

It's clear that I'm far from my previous fitness level, but I'm really eager to return to the gym and start slowly with some light workouts. This is the beginning of my path to recovery.

I aim to return with more strength, but I realize that improvement won't occur immediately. My physical state has undergone trials and tribulations, yet I've initiated the process of improvement as of today.

I'm really excited to become the most in-shape and healthy version of myself, Amy. I don't want to push it too hard, but by 2024, I am determined to reach my ultimate fitness goals.

Recently, Amy revealed that her hormone treatment caused her to enter menopause, and this has led to worries that she and Ben may not be able to conceive children together.

During the show with Davina McCall as the host, she shared that she previously experienced several medical conditions such as sepsis, blood clots, and had to undergo hormone treatment leading to her menopause.

I remember the moment when I was sitting in the room and the doctor informed me that I had cancer. That news felt like a sharp knife piercing through my heart. And to make things even more overwhelming, the doctor asked about my plans for having children.

I have been diagnosed with cancer that is dependent on estrogen and the medical team needs to deactivate my ovaries as a treatment measure. This news is unsettling, especially since I have only been married to my husband for a few months. He is sitting beside me, supporting me through this difficult time.

Including: 'It's incredibly heart-wrenching, a realization that I never anticipated. The emotional toll is exceptionally challenging.'

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